My last two days so far,

Ok so I don't get what is the purpose for getting your wisdom teeth out, I mean I know it's because your mouth isn't designed for those extra 4 teeth but still. THIS PAIN SUCKS! && On top of that I had Cheerleading practice yesterday and today. URGH, it was even more sore. Oh well, today the pain eased, and I didn't even take my medicine :) that shit makes me throw up anyway. Hmm, I OFFICIALLY have a LISP thanks to all my wisdoms being gone, and my cheeks are a little swollen so I have a lisp, JUST TEMPORARILY THO! haha but I think I sound cute :) All-Star practice went pretty good today, even though we were all tired as hell, Im happy that were practicing the entire rountine all the way through, Im getting used to breathing again during the whole thing, haha. Man thats a work out, first it's the baskets, then standing tumbling, then running tumbling, then stunt sequence, motions, jump sequence, the beautiful pyramid, the sickening visual, then finally, the awesome dance that wears me out, haha. All in like what, 2-3 minutes? damn. Well yesterday I didn't go to school due to my surgery that was super fast, I swear getting your top wisdoms is sooo fast and WAYY less painful then getting your bottoms extracted. So if you ever have to get them out, look forward to getting out your tops :) trust me. It's wayyy better. Well now i get to look forward to loosing weight, since all im eating is yogurt, saimin, and occassional jamba juice :) thats the upside of teeth extractions. hmmm, what else, so it turns out our uniforms won't be here in time for the performance so Katie's mom got us blue soffe shorts and a white wife beater that were getting embroidered. I want our shorts to say Na Mano (our mascot) on the butts part. Anyways, Im SOOO excited, our first performance as a team and to show everyone what this new allstars is all about :) SO come and watch if you want, October 25th, at Mililani HS. We're going on as an exibition team for the High School Preseason Comp so were towards the end. Hmm well thats all for today, until next time, :)

SIDE TRACKED?

Ok so like I don't get why I do certain things sometimes. It's like I'm not thinking or I'm doing it because I think I like it but I really don't. It seems like the things that don't matter to me is what I'm doing and the things that actually do matter to me I'm bailing out on it. For a perfect example, BOYS, they really aren't important since a real woman needs a man ;) haha JK! but for example I find myself being boy crazy & checking guys out more than usual lately! haha, I haven't really done that in awhile because Im SUPER busy and hello it's campbell, (not my first pick of the litter if you know what I mean.) && there comes Cheerleading, my life, passion and basically everything I do is for cheer but it seems that has become my latest disaster! I feel like I want soo many goals && have set for myself in cheer but aren't able to accomplish. I push myself to the edge for it and it just slowly gets better, WHY?! Why must my tumbling come so slow? It's making me dispise that part of cheer, but yet I still wanna do it? IDK it just feels like im getting side-trackedd about it and maybe loosing FOCUS on whats important right now.

Do you think I'm really that much of a fool?

OMG! WEIRD ASS HORNY BOYS!
Leave me alone please! I mean come on, I'm not going to do anything sexual with you, so stop adding me on myspace tryna hit! In the words of my closest friends, NIGGA PLEASE! I'm actually harder to get then that, SO STOP TRYING! Save your time and breath and hit up someone who gives it up, not someone who cares about her dignity and her virginity! It really makes you look pathetic, and despite what my past is like or what you think of me, I'm actually not interested in that. I'm a Senior bitches, time to settle down, not fool around!

Hey, can't say I didn't warn ya'. So DON'T say I'm A TEASE! && in-experienced boys, or guys I just met, PLEASE don't MISTAKE my so called "Flirting" for a sign that I LIKE YOU or wanna take things further, seriously, that is JUST HOW MY PERSONALITY IS! Trust me, if I ever flirt with someone I JUST MET, you must be special! But other than that, I'm just being myself, don't take it TOO serious, I'm a straight up girl, hell if this chick likes you, she'll let you know & if she don't, she'll let you know!