SENIORITIS kickin' in?!

So I am officially in a hole. In order for me to apply to Manoa trough C.O.P., I need to have my grandpa's federal tax return form. But he didn't get it from the tax guy yet cuz he did his taxes really late and he doubts that he will get the form in time for the priority deadline. So I don't think they will accept my application :( this fricken sucks because I don't want to go to HPU! So exspensive and that means I have to stay on the Spirit Clubf or all 4 years since it's mucho exspensive -_- plus they don't have my major. AND most importantly, I do want to go to a mainland school but definetly want a back up school here at home just in case. GRRRR. And not to mention I still have to do the paragraph question for Tanaka and the chapter write up in the booklet for chapters 1-3. -_- so gayyyy. Why must I procrastinate?! Well I got Cullen to cover my shift tomorrow so I have time to finish up my Common Application to print out and turn in to Fia by Wednesday, and submit it. Also all the other crap I need to turn in to her and the Recommendation forms I need to remind Tanaka about since the due date is Sunday, which means I need to have it post marked by Friday but since there is no school I need it by Wednesday! AHHHH! So retarded! Anyways, I really think Senioritis is kicking in, NO DOUBT. I feel it already. Actually I've been feeling it for awhile now. Haha. Well anyways, this year is going by too damn fast for me to finish any of my senior shit with out rushing and cramming it. GRRR.
Well on to a brighter note, I got to spend the whole weekend ( except for sunday) with my Smooth Groove boys Antonio and Jumar, and on Saturday I got to spend it with the whole band at their Keehi Lagoon Performance. I must admit me and Caitlin are officially, the Smooth Groove Chicks :) Lol well tomorrow, I need to pay for my winterball bid. FUCKKKKK. Ok goodnight, still need to finish up Tanaka's worrrkkkk, night :)

So I guess this is it--

So I guess this is it, here's to all those fun nights with the girls, the crazy weekends we've shared together, the autograph signings in our yearbooks, those smooth drives, our first days of school, picture taking, football games at those Friday Night Lights, and here's to our last fourth year of High School. No more living in that "High-Schooly" era. In a few months we'll be fitting on our caps and zipping up our gowns, getting ready to walk the lawn of the Aloha Stadium in front of all our families and loved ones who watched us grow and stand to see where we are today and what we have accomplished. So I guess this is it, time to grab our diplomas instead of our lunch, time to get accepted to college instead of a club, time to pack up your things and get ready to dorm instead of packing up your things and sleepover at a friends house. Instead of HSA testing it'll be filled with mid-terms and exams. Are you ready for all that to happen so fast? Have you ever really stopped to wonder and take it all in that YOURE OFFICIALLY A SENIOR? Rather than just using it as a 'term'? It is already November, and we're almost to the halfway mark of our senior year. November is actually almost over, December will come and go because of Christmas break. Then it will hit all of us, the year 2009. Our graduation year. Then we'll only have barely six months to cherish our VERY LAST MONTHS in high school. OMG. SO FAST. I was talking to my previous teachers lately whom I've had when I was a sophomore, and it made me think wow, was it really THAT long ago I was sitting in their classroom? It felt like just a few months ago. I just want senior year to go by SUPER SLOW, im not ready to graduate. Emotionally, I still WANT to be in high school. I still want to go to school a few blocks down from my house. I still want to see those teachers I've had. Most importantly I don't want to see everyone go their separate ways. I don't want to have to start ALL OVER at a new school :( Im going to miss high school and it's PERKS people would say. I mean come on, won't you?