You Just Gotta Know,

“I needed to know that I meant something, anything to you. But what I got was nothing, absolutely nothing. And it’s funny the things you realize when someone walks away. At first you feel as though it’s your fault. Feeling like nothing, so close to falling apart. And then, in time, you come to the realization that you did nothing wrong. That it’s his loss, that you are so much better without that one boy who didn’t ever care. You live and you learn, that’s how it is.”

haven't been on in almost a month,

A sober life is the High Life <3

Could It Be?

When I met you boyy my <3 went Knock Knock,
&& now the butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop.

Trying out my Macbook Pro :)

College Life

OMG! who knew I'd be back on this thing! It's been awhile and definitely a lot has happened. So I finally graduated from High School on June 6th 2009! The BEEEESST DAY of this year BY FAR :) and now I'm going to college at HPU. SNAILS! SOOO much reading to do I think my eyes are about to fall out! haha. So today I got myself a twitter and let me tell you it's not all it's cracked up to be. I actually like blogspot better. its more BLOGGISH! Twitter is just like... confusing. Anyways, still working at the same place, but not making the same pay. Yes i totally got a raise. My second raise in 1 year :) haha. I really think I'm starting to develop this shopping crave because when I'm not shopping, I'm looking for things to buy, and when I'm trying to save up money, I'm bookmarking things online to buy or thinking about them and how long it's going to take me to get them. I mean, it's not dragging me into debt, but I just want sooo many things nowadays! haha. Tomorrow is going to be such a loooong shift because I work 4-9pm! Never have I worked a 5 hour shift before. But im getting paid weekend pay so I shouldn't complain cuz on payday it will all pay off, literally :) well, I'm going to start blogging more often, considering that I posted up the link on my myspace and more people will start reading this again, haha, in the meantime, get a blogspot and let's follow eachother!

First for 2009,

Wow, I can't believe it's been so long since I've last blogged. Sorry :)p senior year has just been so stressed with choosing a college, finalizing everything, getting Prom over with and prepping for Graduation. It's crazy. This year was a long year but in a short way. Like a lot has happened this year but in a very short time. It's been so busy and hectic but Fun at the same time and I'm honestly gonna say that I will most definitely miss High School. Especially when I'm at college -_- Which BTW, looks like I'm attending HPU. I just don't see myself moving. I want to stay here and it's cheaper then me going to Notre Dame de Namur. Even though they gave me a beautiful financial aid package :/ Well I must say Prom was GREAT. Like literally. No sugar coating. I had a great time! It was hot tho. They needed to bump that AC up a notch and things woulda been perfect :) Stayed with Jah, Manyara, Genesis, Ralphy Money, Eric, and Todd at the Pagoda. They needed an upgrade on their AC systems too because it was mega hot in there. anyways, too tired to go to work today, called in sick LMAO. Tomorrow is school. G R E A T. I'll blog on a regular basis now, I promise :)

WORDS CAN'T DESCRIBE

How happy I am right now. So today I was really grouchy in the morning, my hair was frizzy and I really needed to touch it up with a straightner, AND my dad wanted me to run and do all his errands before Christmas rush hour. So here I am, in Don Quiote's trying to exchange his foot massager for a straightner and other last minute things we need, and I reallly gotta pee and my hair is all in my face. PLUS the line was SUPER LONG. -_- BTW I still had to pee, then I had to hold it all the way back into Ewa Beach, with TRAFFIC! Then I had to cash my check into my bank right before they closed and I had to go to the Post Office to check our mail. && what I found totally made my day and made me forget that I still had to pee. Through all the junk mail and some packages for me, I found a big envelope from NDNU (Notre Dame De Namur University) && I thought it was another reminder from them asking if I wanted to visit there campus and another campus booklet. BUT surely, it was something GREATER, I opened it up and read ----- MY FIRST COLLEGE ACCEPTANCE LETTER! I was soooo HAPPY, AMAZED, FLABBERGASTED, RELIEVED just EVERYTHING. && I would like to give thanks to the people who helped me, because without them this would DEFINITELY not have been possible. +My family for instilling the importance of a college education in my head. +Eleyne Fia for pushing me to do the Common App and meet the deadline. and write my counselor recommendation, and seeing me on her really busy days. +Ann Tanaka for writing my recommendation and pushing me to get that hard working A/B for her class. + Mrs.Everette for squeezing me in to see Mrs.Fia all those days. + MYSELF, for writing that damn good essay & Resume for the Common App. + && you, best friend, for letting me realize, back then when I didnt care about going to college or even thought about it, that it was a good option for me and that I should give it a try. Thank you, for that I will never forget how someone other than family actually believed in me.